(no subject)

And now you are gone
to younger flesh
At the price of pain
splattered
raditating to all
infected by you both
I didnt conceive
I would be open to this disease
Or that this infection would last so long
Helped
by all those supportive friends
desperate to hasten the sickness
with with some new truth
of which I was completely unaware

then you turn to me in the crowd
of our aquantances
and step forward to embrace me
See, everyone?
you say
How much you are the innocent bigger man?

Really.
For fuck sake really?
And the whore you rode in on!

No.

You tricked me when I was vulnerable
but I can no longer be a fool
you will be
placed inside a box I must close
all the Anger
Betrayal
Shame
Embarrassment

closed
stacked
filed.